trust

i give a damn about life these days , have been bruised so many times tht i hav lost count . bob dylan rightly had said' ALL THE TRUTH IN THE WORLD ADDS UP TO ONE BIG LIE" it is so fuckin true. i mean i dnt see the slightest or vagueest of honesty or transparency in relationships . man i m sick n tired of this on going process. how many times am i going to fall for fake ppl who r just liars and fakes. i mean is there no end to it ? i m feeling lonely n sad again , well i do feel tht way from time to time . will have to listen to JIM . i think he wud be able to guide me . i feel like pukin .........